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1. If i were to live alone now, (alone means no housemate), i would have hired a maid and adopted a baby already. but it will never possible. because i will never live alone, and babies hate me by default.

2. Butterflies smell with their feet and they smell by stepping on the stimuli. maybe vets study the cns 2 of the butterflies. and i'm dead just now, and reincarnate into the same body. killed by the mention of cns of butterfly.

3. I got lethargic easily nowadays...aargh not helping at all with the fact that my life is on the edge, academically and financially. maybe emotionally too, but i dont really have much emotion left too. haha, curi ayat osmet.

4. I met too much of this kind of people. they find their own problem, then got haywire, then find me for consolation. like, an amateur who lost in an established game tournament, then frustrated, or someone who always wears pricey things, then got robbed, or a slut got bombed. ok, the last statement is an extreme example that doesnt happen to me, but the same ship. i mean, they did like they want, and they got what they want but in opposite way. i did console them, i pitied them but in the same time i wish i could say these things to them.  well, maybe because i am a very conserved girl, and i cant understand their heart of why they find troubles. if you are already comfort with your life, would you gamble it for eternal happiness you cant guaranteed? being the conserved me, i call that stupid. like you trade all your fortune in only one kind of stock.

5. optic nerve is purely sensory. the sensory part of facial nerve is called nervus intermidus (i'm not sure with the spelling). some classified that nervus thing as the 13th cranial nerve. the 13th hohohoh. there's no purely motor cranial nerve.

6. i voted for my uni election, they called it intikhabat. i remembered my mum always said things like, jgn khabat2 almari kat skolah nanti, nnt jatuh patah tangan, during my high school period. khabat2 means climb. i thought it's terengganu slang, until i told off my baby cousin the same thing and my aunt was like, wtf are you saying? my mum likes to make up weird words, yes. and claim those words as terengganu slang.

7. harry potter does has epilogue. die of embarassment.

8. i'm thinking of subbing my work. sub as sub contractor. aargh die of finding good words. maybe i should sub my dad. yes yes. and to found out he wrote phyton, this thought cancels the previous thought. aargh, i wish a samad said's daughter is married to brother.brother, brother who?

9. solatlah. solat tiang agama. SERIOUSLY. Some claim ah aku tak pakai tudung but i pray. so i'm better than the other ones. the other ones claim tak solat tak sempat ok. at least aku tutup aurat. and the other other group just boldly dont pray, because dont feel like it. just like watching porn then announce to the whole wide world they did watch. its not something you should be proud of, but people keep losing their sensitivity towards this type of thing. and to think that this happens to people i know, is heart-crushing. dont go call people who pray and dont watch porn as ala, alim r tuh. we are just doing what we have promised. and you should too. and please dont turn this clause into another fight. typical malay.

10. its 3 in the morning.a peaceful morning, after so much virtual turmoils last night. if i werent a mara scholar, i can see the real world turmoil too. jpa scholars in my uni cant vote (been sabotaged by the uni maybe, using the reason jpa paid the fees late). go mara go. beace mouse peace.

11. allah has granted one of my prayer. i feel grateful. alhamdulillah, got several friends boarding the same day, so, yay! saved from irritating god-knows-how-long lectures about safety from my parents.