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You know, there's something in this world we call, girigiri pass. i got it just now. aaargh. but i think i worth it. there's just no possible way in the normal world i could score while i skipped reading some lectures, so to be able to pass is just enough. almost 60%, kudos to my fail lab section. but seriously, i think i'm bloody picture-stoolpig(new edition of stupid), there were 30 qs for the lab section, i answered it all and i failed. fail= below 50%, so basically,i got 17qs wrong. ooops, i just told you my mark.<---dumb blonde's style. ok move on, i dont really mind if anybody knows my mark actually.

so, my jaw dropped and i was struck on my seat for a minute or so. literally. the stinky arab boy (stinky literally, not being racist) who sat beside me throughout the exam laughed at my mark, seriously. that was my first time to fail in examination since i was born. my mind at that time raced, calculating my overall mark, and i passed. and i confirmed it with my phone calculator, just in case my mind just wanted to console me, so it calculated my desired mark, not the real mark. you know, that can happen, where sometimes your mind gives a completely faux facts about something just to fulfill your undisclosed desire. yes, that addictive muse song, which ran through my head over and over during the last sem final. and for the former sentence, blame the limbic system which controls your emotion. or blame your prefrontal lobe which controls your logic and rationality, for being so weak and beaten by the limbic one. eleh, cakap lebat, padehal ko fail lab, said my heart.

and on my way home, i met a friend who didnt answer 9 qs in lab section, and she passed. SERIOUSLY. i felt so stupid at once, and the next second i forgot that feeling, and began my usual life again. i'm grateful i do medicine, because if i do math and i fail even a simple exam, as long as its called exam, practice not included, i think i may kill myself. and dragging people i hate along to the underground, so the world is more peaceful for the still living ones. i do justice though im no batman.

oh, in case of  those lame who dont know what girigiri pass means, here's the thing.girigiri= just over the threshold.  just some japanese slang, lame and outdated one. point: we're both lame, only lame ones use lame terms.

so tomorrow, i got another exam, after subuh prayer. and the only thing i know about this subject is: kick out the incompetent doctors/staff. if the exam is now and its short essay, i'll only write this sentence. kick out the incompetent doctors/staff. which reminds me i have to stop ranting, or i'll be the one who will be kicked out the next 4 years.

please pray for me that i can pass my next system with above 60% marks. amin.