Strausstress

The stress of final exams is getting me, plus the hot-cold weather, plus unrelenting rhinorrhea despite two boards of loratadine, plus super painful zit right between my eyes that gets in my way whenever i want to rub my eyes or correcting my spec. It's a stressful stressful stressful world. For now, even laundry seems less torture than studying. I did my laundry willingly yesterday because i was so sick of studying, seriously. Best decision, i must say.

So i got my mark for my previous disaster. Well, to be honest, it's bad, but i passed. What to expect though, after totally screwing up two stations (i kept silent for god knows how many minutes, then telling crap in one station and i didn't do pe on another), and questioning the one station i thought i did well- the doc asked what do you expect to find in someone with uti in abdomen? i somehow said renal angle tenderness, and suprapubic pain. Because i said rna tenderness first, he asked me to demonstrate the Giordano maneuver. I knew nothing about Giordano except that it's a clothes store. I repeated after him in retarded way, Giordano?  Two times. And he said, yes, Giordano. Ok, fine, palpate the renal angle tenderness.So i blindly palpated the renal angle, maybe that's the Giordano. 

When people say 3 more papers, it usually means like 3 days or a week before their temporary merdeka moment. But in my case, i've been saying, 3 more papers since last week, and it means another 3 weeks. Study week so long pun not productive much, what use la? Shame.

Last spurt for paeds! Go go gadget go! Being in paeds once is suck enough, enough to make me think that opening old-folk homes are much much much much easier than a nursery. Paeds is bad, bad, bad! But i understand the necessity of studying paeds, let's face it, everyone was a baby once. With good paeds care (and other factor as well, not going to ceramah here about god blessing, wonderful parent, clean home blablablabla), we all survive our chilhood. But still, I'm not going to go through paeds, ever again, so let's work hard so i can pass this course!! (Though i must take another paeds course in 6th year, but let's worry about that later)

Btw, now is 1am here, and my bathing cat tells me to go sleep, my skin needs rest. Don't worry cat, i have rest my skin enough for my whole life, and i just woke up actually. (bathing cat, nice app, it shows you your battery life, but somehow it feels like a virtual pet. 5 stars!)