it took me like, 3 hours, before i realise completely that i'm in real deep sh!t....oh Allah, forgive me, i know i'm too selfish but please let me pass my paeds rotation this time.
in short, well, if i'm not too lazy, i'll write the full version of today's turmoil. the short version is, i screwed up in my first station (counselling) about down syndrome. i'm down with the down aaaaaarghh. i forgot everything, then made some stuff up, kept beating around the bush, repeating the same mantra of respiratory failure and cv problem then acting like there was a baby in front of me while it was not! crazy much, yes, blame the doctors too, they seemed ok and just followed my flow. this screwing up is beyond stupid medical student, it's too ridiculous and unbelievable. and then i screwed up at the third station too. and there is a possibility i might get 0 for my evaluation (which people usually get 15,17, full mark is 20).
tomorrow i have mini osce, chance to redeem myself. you guys out there, pray for me too...huhuhu
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