*entirely whining.
What if i really dont know what i wanna be in the future?
It's sickeningly sad and frustrated. No phone to call my counsellors, everyone's offline because of wc final fever(maybe).
Something happened, i joined a program. I should have known this gonna happen, but i still joined it. Stupid.
I really hate when being asked about my future, because i really dont know what i want and want to be.
And when this happened, i always want to deviate from this path, and dive into another calling, and it troubled me so much.
I told everyone i decided to stay, but i really dont know after this happened. i really dont want to feel the same again, the feel like everyone's giving me the kau-takdak-masa-depan-ka? look.
Please, next time dont ask about my career plan in the future, because i really dont know what i want to be. And self-reminder, i shouldnt have joined motivational program for ordinary human being. because i am an exception.
2 comments:
kemey ,
bukan ko sorang je yang rasa mcm tu .
ble kita dah lagi besar ( dari segi saiz + umur + pengalaman ),
kita jadi makin clear yang kita tak tau nak jd apa d masa depan ,
senang kan waktu tadika dulu ,
yakin dan pasti cita-cita sendiri .
sah,
aku tak penah tadika, huhu..
btw kecik-kecik dulu aku nak jadi ultraman.
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