in loneliness i found peace. Deal with myself, immerse in books and songs, close my eyes and just think and dream.

but it gets suffocating sometimes. the feeling of longing for someone. feeling incomplete.inadequate.

with all these ideas, i want to spar with someone.
this vast earth, i want to explore with someone.
this wealth, i want to share with someone.
this happiness, this joy, this sadness, this frustration, i want to feel with someone.
aging (hopefully wiser), i want to grow old with someone.

and i want that someone to be the same someone, only one, all my life. 

unattainable kah? 

keep on praying, A. miracles do happen. don't lose hope. cheers.

passive call.alone.parents thousands miles away. housemate went home.

loneliness really makes you think of stuff, huh.