Tawakkal

Tawakkal hospital.

No this is not about tawakkal hosp. I just finished the family med osce, and it was beyond horror. Remember how i flunked paeds osce? well this time even paeds osce seems easier, i kinda flunked 4/5 of the stations. the only station i'm confident with is the portfolio one, because i'm so cunning, only wrote easy cases so doctor could only ask easy questions.

If depression and frustration can cause MI, i should undergo cabg by now. huargggggggggggggh. just in case that can actually happen, i think i should install self-destruct command in my gadgets, you know, just in case. good move, plus that will take my mind off from family med catastrophy.

i'm doing a month worth's laundry now, and that is not distracting me from worrying about family med, not even a bit.

just, tawakkaltu 'alallah..i need to pass this course, please..