Uprising

It's getting pretty serious out there, the uprising of the people who feel oppressed. I think it's kinda fruitful, the ones in Tunisia and Egypt, not follow the news obsessively nowadays. And, what worries me is the wave doesnt seem to stop. There are protesters in almost every country in MidEast, in Libya, Yaman, Bahrain, and this "beloved" Jordan. And the timing is kinda weird too, it's winter, people are supposed to curl in their blanket, or seat lazily and cosily with their families in home. Winter is homey, right? i mean, demonstration in summer would be more understandable, the long day, no rain, and the summer heat, which by itself, is irritable. hah, time summer rituh bulan pose, tau pulak duk diam kat rumah. <--point of this statement is, as far as i concern, the reasons why they are protesting here have been lingering around for quite a while, so why now? why not earlier, while lots of malaysians and other foreigners are outside? freedom, food prices, nothing has really changed since last summer. 

I am the outsider here, i dont really know what's going on in this country, i dont really know why they are protesting. yes, people are demonstrating here, mostly being in Amman, 2-hours drive from my home so i'm basically safe, for now. they do it on weekly basis, after jumaat prayer, since last month. or maybe earlier, but i first noticed (ayat amik history ulcer) it after i finished internal med (saiko!) rotation, which is a month ago.

i'm not against the protester, because i cant put myself in their shoes, i dont know what they're going through. and i'm not supporting them too. because, demonstration is annoying, right? bad traffic, noises, crowds, crippled economy, blablabla. poor the elders and the babies.

you know, instead of demonstrating, i really think plotting an assasination are way better, for the citizen. like seriously. pity this poor innocent citizen please. assasin= getting rid of the bad eggs silently, peacefully, maybe cheaper. go ninja assasin. though, of course, the political impact (or what do they call it actually? the ideology? inception? ok stop merepek) are microscopical, like public dont really know what's going on, they dont even realise the bad eggs are bad eggs. and the bad eggs are mourned. and with the unmoving public, the nation will never improve, with no respect to whom the leader is.

ok, stop rambling. i have interview (7 marks people! i really really really really really need them!!!!!!!!!) next mondaiii, and i'm like brain-less now, and i'm so pissed the way people here celebrating everything, from passing tawjihi (tawjihi=spm) to marriage to elections. if i were not busy studying i'd slip into their party and cut any wires i can find during the celebration. but looking from the bright side, if they celebrate with western or japanese music, i'd be tingling to join them, and it would piss me too. ahh human never satisfy. point of this entry is, i hope the balance of peace in my place, and Amman is maintained, until i finish my study here. at least. of course i want it to be forever, but i prioritize myself hence the previous statement. yes, selfish starfish crayfish, mind yourself.

last, pray for my success in this coming interview and mini osce and osce for surgery rotation bliz. i'll handle you with care in return, hoho.