mental

I finished my most horror paper of this sem, and it's...............cluelesss. things happened like, there were qs about patho, i thought i didnt read it, turned out that we are not supposed to read it. so i guess there will be bonus, which is really a bless for people like me. haha. also, i was so nervous, i sat at the wrong computer, then the real occupant came and tried to tell me, and i got mad(wtf?) and claimed it was mine. he tried again desperately, so i checked my phone again, and.............too bad, he's right. with scarlet face, i dashed to my real seat, only to find out the person next to me, also did the same mistake. see, this exam drove everyone mental. and yes, i didnt apologize to the real occupant, i was too ashamed. i wanted too, but there was imbalance coordination between my logic and my reflex. (i cant even control my own body, how should i treat sick people in the future??)

and another wtf moment was, i pretty sure i texted my mum. but a peculiar number replied me, and i stupidly thought my mum was kidnapped. yes, blood type A, easily worried. i immediately texted my dad and bro, but no replies. then i called that peculiar number, only to be frustrated. they are enjoying their vacation, again, without me, and without telling me anything!!!!!!!! i thought my parents are the ones who told me to tell them everytime i want to go somewhere out of my routine. aaargh. will revenge with honeymoon-ing, seriously. and i hope i can get a kangaroo or a wombat this time, in one piece.

cns 2 is coming in less than 3 days time, and i only have physiology slides as my notes, which is like only 1/9 of the whole system. what a sloth..

oh, i memorized there was this q just now, very funny one. the situation about a grandma got crazy in only one week. hahahahahahahaha. i thought alzheimer doesnt has acute onset, but whatever. my memory is very unreliable. and there was a q about lithium, i read it somewhere in pharma and my memory failed me big time. the things i know about lithium is lithium batery and its group. thats medicine, we use batery ingredients as drugs, we can kill people easily if we want, or even if we dont want, we still can kill people if we are incompetent.<-- management famous word or more like the one of  few words i remember from management class.