Lazy and broke

 Finally completed the 2nd case report...after 6 months hahahahhhahah. ok fine i think if i work continuously like normal people, it's probably just 2 weeks or so. my working style: oh nice maybe i should write about this, extract pictures ah maybe i need this too so extract and frame it for so many pictures but in the end just use some, plan it in my head the flow of the writing, search and read reference, change the flow in my head, and finally write. while writing, ah so boring i'll do it next week when i'll be more free and less tired. which is never haha coz somehow i was cursed at work, and on the free day i wanna read about other interesting cases, more hip la kan coz just happening recently, unlike the case i was going to write.

anyway, 6 months of writing is quite worthy coz the site supervisor said it's well written hoho. he bugged to publish (again,) so me, trying to keep my connection and reputation (duhh- he's big shot, there are many possibilities in the future where i will be needing his help), looked into it.

oh f___

there is such thing as submission fee???? wtf?

and even if u pay the submission fee, it's not like auto-accepted? 

do i look like someone with money to waste on things like submission fee?? lipstick yes, but submission fee? hell no. and the anxious time waiting for the review, the heartbreak when it's rejected, or the time and effort for correction? hellll no.

if we can do this verbally, then yes but to put it in writing, no no no no no. writing needs time. which i don't have. we can talk and discuss any time and i actually love it, but not the academic writing. not my forte and i can't be any more clearer, i am far too lazy for it. 

i aim to pass with proper knowledge, not impress. 

update March 2022: now the other 2 sv also bugged me to to publish wtf. eh help la. takat ajar suruh baca instruction, my dead grandmother also can. nak tulis/re-arranged segala bala tu ikut format depa tu aku tak reti hokey. tolong sikit. *middle finger*