Bersih 2.0 aftermath

I watched few wrap-up videos about it, and it was scary to think that it happened like that. How fragile my country is..And the resulting paranoia, cannot trust that jibby and its minions, cannot trust police also. then if, god forbid, crime happened, to whom i should seek help? before, police is no use, buang masa report saja. My house once was burglarised, my dad made police report. police came, took pictures and that's it. but in future, what? police beat us if we report things?

My resolution: For now, i won't choosing sides, though the itch is almost unbearable with one side is so retarded, full of idiots and so corrupt. I need to dig more on the other side and find their weakness. Meanwhile, i need to be better for my country. Better academic, better skill, better personality. better academic so i can be useful to my country. I will be a doctor, they'll need me in whatever condition, peace or war. Better skill for things that shouldn't be said aloud. Technology expands so extensive, i am afraid even my basic is no longer applicable for this current trend. Better personality, the most important one, to not be so selfish so that i won't migrate if my country in turmoil. I hope i can be that...

UPDATE: what happened that day, here. The trustworthy one.

ps1: this. My country is turning into arab tyrant, noooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps2: dear dratry, one more time like that and i'll assign your ringtone to the normal one, the one that i don't bother looking for the phone simply because i am lazy.