YES, i have a lot of baseless confidence. i tried to rationalize those confidence, from where they come, reasoning them in the most acceptable way for normal person, but some are just too absurd. yet i still hold them tightly. pig-headed, maybe.
my baseless confidence, is going to devour me, just like my IBS.
the situation: school kicks off at 12 sept. my flight is on 17th sept and i wont change it. wont even think it. and 1st week is the most important week, as the dr implied. i comforted myself (this is an example of my baseless confidence), saying that arabs(dr) always exaggerate things, and i can catch up kudos to my 3 years specialized training in speed reading. for normal functioning mind, i'm doomed.
but since this is ramadhan, when the doa is granted easier, i pray, please Allah, please let things go my way. please let me pass my 4th year with ease, amin.
ps: it's hard when you know things more than you should have.really. REALLY.
ps2: my conscience is quite remarkable. maybe this is why my parents dropped me at that conservative smka. i'll do the same for my future offsprings.
ps3: why the bad guys (school of medicine just, croooked police and politicians, for example) always play against the rule, and the good girl(me) always plays by the rule? this question is one of the reasons of the existance of ps2.
psp: MY GARFIELD IS MIA-ED. HUHUUHU...not to mention my beheaded dragon:((
1 comment:
adik usung your gafil alter ego pi joden ka? hilang kat mana? dry clean? rugi la skang mana kluar dah gafil mcm tu. rare item dah.
-afg
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