Life update

Last week has been scarily hectic, i wonder how did i survive unscathed. First of all, i didnt jetlag as last year, well, maybe because my parents got me shop-till-drop feast in malacca. of course i didnt shop much, being money-wise, but i ate really really much. the quantity might worth of 3 months normal diet scale in jordan. malaysia is truly a food paradise, and i'm looking forward this weekend for doli's outing in taiping. fyi, doli is proclaimed by my family as the best restaurant ever for kotiau's category. and of course, i gained weight a lot, and mum keeps reminding me that. i mean, how can she blame me for this while she keeps feeding me like a baby? She wont stop feeding me until i go teary-eyed for being really full.

The hectic life began when i reached home. fulfilled my promise, then went to gelugoq, presenting my work, my opinions, and of course getting another work. work from home, coding this and that for two days, shorten some works (shortcut shortcut!), then went to gelugoq again. had some rough time with the guards or clerks (i dont have degree even, that place is filled with phds, but i got invitation letter and i cant help if i look young and stupid!)
then involved in a discussion and i felt so young and fresh that time, haha. again, those aunties and uncles reminded me to consider my decision, but what's done is done, though i still have time to turn back. then, maybe because they doted me so much (i'm such a baby!) they stop enslaving me with coffee works. and that's why this week, i have much time, even to update my blog. erm, it doesnt sound so hectic here, but trust me it was. maybe i made it hectic because i want to sleep more.

i drove by myself, but still i'm not confident. while i'm in pressure, (yes i did wake up late despite the fact that gelugoq is an hour from home, and penang bridge is an anal in the morning) i can go nought up to 140 in a blink, but in other time, i shiver just to think about it. on normal time, my stomach twitches on only 70. is that bipolar?

but above all, i felt very happy, doing things i like, stucked with things i like, eat what i like, seeing the face of those who love me, and actually feel important. this is how life should be lived, though i dont really meet my friends this time. i want to continue this life forever, and i did wish those drs i've dealt with are medicine dr. too good to be true aaar. i hate the fact that i'll be back to that hellhole next week. true, i got some money, but i dont really fancy the idea of paying mara back for all these 3 years. thats why i'd rather suffer another 3 years, wise for money, and i'll get broad options on how to live my life then.

and, surprise, i dont watch tv! even the in-flight tv. ah, talking about flight, gulf sucks big time! kuwait is much better. gulf- suck foods (mutton and no chicken?? fart!!), suck and few movies, suck passenger (too much stupid kids (around 10-15) who screamed to the top of their lungs while landed), suck management (3 excess people on a long-haul flight), suck airplane (shabby and semi-functional air-conditioner), suck seat (very sempit for flight standard), suck breakfast (only bread thing). and they even do the safety explanation thing MANUALLY!  i mean, come on, i thought all flights went video by 2007, even boat to pangkor got that video back in 2004. but the stewardess are nice, though.