Happy Day

I woke up at 1430, erm, not so sure, maybe later by a text from a friend asking for my company to go shopping tomorrow. Of course i agreed hahaha i just couldnt reject anything related to shopping and eating unless i really have to. so good for a me.

then i plugged on hussien, and washed up. checked my email, and replied a few. went through fb folder, and oh a friend wrote on my wall. my fb account is as good as a dead person, so if someone writes on my wall, it's considered as urgent matter unless its from my parasites sisters and brother. checked it out and auwww got engaged in a jejak kasih. planned my honeymoon vaguely since i cant ensure my father's green light. still, so good for a me.

in the middle of the conversation, another friend interfered, and we exchanged news. he told me interesting story about two mad men who formed a gang. they sing together, they wander together, they pee in public together. seriously, even mad men know something about friendship and being together, which makes me much madder than a mad man. whatever, i have the best family ever. i dont like him like the "like", but i always like his story, so, it's so good for a me.

after a while, the friend who i planned my honeymoon with got to go study, she has exam in two weeks time (i pray for your best dear! so you can cater me well soon ;p)  so we bade our farewell for god knows how many times. hahaha. then, abah onlined, and as usual, we talked. but today he talked more.erm not really more, i'm just glad he finally asking me if i have a boyfriend already. which means he finally recognized me as a woman, because before, no one ever, ever, ever asking me about that thing. friends excluded, of course. i mean, adult who considered boyfriend seriously. adults in my whole family tend to treat me like a 6-year-old, and i like it. but somehow, i want to talk about it, but i cant because they dont ask. abah told me about my brother and how mama is busy finding her own daughter in law. i think they desperately want a grandchild. ok, so he asked me, and i answered i dont even think about that now. haha, pro gila jawapan. but really, i have no time to think about that, because if i think, i have to think boys, and i'm close to no one now and dont bother to try getting close to anyone, so, nil. but somehow, i am really really really glad abah asked, because it means they finally are a little bit open about this thing. because until last year, mama asked me if there are any boys close to me (they even ransacked my phone), and i answered none, and she said, "hah bagusla macam tu. mama hantar pegi jauh2, belaja elok2, jangan gatai2." hahahahahaah. cant wait to be home this coming holiday, to talk about this thing with them. heh, as if i have anyone to introduce, fart the fact i'm stuck in a place where boys are as good as none. but still, all these are just so good for a me.

then, abah told me about my sister who currently is basking with pleasure in singapore (i've been dying to go there, but i cant because of my father, but now, her? abah sacrificed his principle because of malaysia. patriotic much!), and how she's been doing in her study. so far so good, and she doesnt want to take my footstep. lucky for her abah doesnt push her like he pushed me and my bro.heish. it makes me feel proud being a very good daughter, but i pity myself more. but whatever, in the end, its always family first. i told abah, it's ok if she doesnt want to be like me (i'm pretty much a failure of a whiz kid), she can take account. account benefits more, materialistically, and the journey is shorter, and she can do it in aussie, which is nearer, and more fun, and has some family privileged. my deeper wish is, so i can visit aussie freely when freeloading my parents for flights. but to my great dismay, she dropped account because she said she cant do it. aaargh this is just because she didnt score 100 in one of her exams, and that close orang tua friend of my brother said, in account, we pass only if we score 100. hex you, ortu! gone was my aussie dream. anyway, abah cooled me down by telling me that she's top 5 in her school and a candidate of  whatever program her school has for futhering study overseas, and shes still going overseas, it's just that it may or may not be aussie. then, abah and i had a talk about my future, and i always love this talk. it makes me feel so optimist, i feel like i can pass any exam in the world and i can be whatever i want to be. yes, even malay cuisine gourmet. so good for a me.

then, i tried my luck, told abah about my planned honeymoon, and miraculously, he approved it! yay! i've tried like hundred times before, and he rejected it with various reasons. but now, hahahha. he even offered his card, well this is because i used it wisely all these years. im dead sure my bro will start his nag about do not abuse parents money when you are 20 and above tomorrow or later, but i cant help but to accept it if they really want to give it, right..aaargh so good for a me.

then, browsed all over the internet for some stuff, and found someone is missing me. auww. so good for a me.

after that, downloaded few stuff, and before i realize, it is midnight now. and i studied nothing! i plan to catch up in my study this weekend, so i dont have any excess load of material to be studied during that perverted system, but i failed my own plan. aargh. still, the night is still fresh, i can do it! ah, so good for a me.