Amidst of all the hustle, i manage my best to write this. they said behind every grey clouds there lies a silver lining. or whatever that carry the same meaning, i repeat i suck at language.

i grasped that silver lining yesterday, though my cloud isnt that dark. flowers are blossoming, so do my heart. my health, i think i'm getting better. but yes, whatever. you could die whenever, wherever, by whatever. everybody dies.

i wrote as if i am not afraid. LIE. it's just the self-denial. but i am positive it is nothing serious. we will wait though.

but above all that, i want to say thank you for worrying. it really means much, which i never thought two years ago that it actually is good to have someone as wonderful as you to keep worrying about me.

mama, abah, if you finally found my blog, i love you. but i wish you dont, this blog is total crap. this is my escapade which i write for the sake of me and me only.

penguin of madagascar: love is the chemical reaction in brain that inducing bliss. highly addictive. lol at those penguins! now i feel cheezy writing this statement, but seriously, if you watch the way the penguin said it, you'll explode your stomach and urinary bladder. he said it to explain a "love smoothies".
p.o.m--> rock!!