HOI SMOKERS, I'LL KILL YOU!

One of the major reasons of why i hate Jordan and Jordanians so much (so much sometimes i wish killing is not sinful) is that they smoke like no one damn business. They are mostly good Muslims (i think), this city i reside is only 30-mins driving distance from Palestine, and they are not stupid, they can think the bad effects of smoking, they even lectured about it kazillion times in lectures in universities, YET THEY ARE AMONG THE HEAVIEST SMOKING POPULATION IN THE WORLD (based on my personal view). I don't trust the statistical data, stated that only ~60% of the Jordanian smoking -got this data from public health-. Bullshit! There must be all kinds of bias included in that study, especially the sample bias. There must be no honesty in sample they've collected. I think at least 90% of all the men here smoke, despite their innocent looks with red lips.

I am a descendant of pure non-smoking generation, and i have huge issue with the smokers. It's perfectly ok for me if you want to kill yourself, to burn your lung, to leak a hole in your pocket money, but WHY THE HECK YOU HAVE TO SMOKE IN PUBLIC?!! Don't you care about people all around you, especially those who have atopy to the smoke, the nasty smell? There you go, deserve my favourite line, "OFF TO HELL YOU GO, SMOKERS!".

Why i get so heat up?

Because this very evening, i went to a fast-food restaurant alone. I need a getaway from this cramped bedroom, and i need air-conditioned, and a decent distance from Hussein. Sein is my laptop. Oh jap, iklan. Subway has opened, located between Yarmouk Mall and Yarmouk Masjid, heh3, and we'll see whose the regular customer. Ok, so i went there (Hardeez), grab some burgers (yes, notice the plural) and went upstair. Munched peacefully despite the booming damn nasty arabic songs and reading Immunology textbook. Yeah, more like a geek, but i studied very well when i'm stress, and i won't waste that quality time.

Then, some bloody horridious piece of youths stepped in, and SMOKED IN THERE. You know, Hardeez is not a dining hall, it's small. They smoked quite far from me, but still it ruined my evening! Gone was my quality time of studying! I cursed them non-stop in my heart, i wish i have law-immunity so i can pound all of them without no serious consequence. I can't study at all in this summer, AT ALL, so once i got the chance to study, i treasure it very much. But it was ruined by those bloody doofuses. I wanted to shout at them, but considered that i am alone, and a foreign girl, my rational told me not to.But i was burning inside, and before any damage done, i stepped out. Oh before i hit the exit, i managed to grab another milkshake and burger. I also eat very well under stress, as a matter of fact.

I don't know how the ciggaretes are produced, but if it's all controlled by machine and supervised digitally, i just want to beat the system, and modify the dose. Need a research to do that, but worth it. I want to make ciggarete more toxic than it already is, so the smoker will die faster, preferably in matter of hours. But i think if i manage to do that, i am responsible for the exponentially reduced in Muslim population. That's the main problem.

Once i am a doctor, if i can diagnose a heavy smoker has copd, i really want to say this statement to his face, very loud and clear like jaclyn victor sings the "gemilang", PADAN MUKA LU LABU! heh. (paragraph ni lahir dari med student yang belum blaja ethics ya)

And since i can be classified as the victim in this situation, i pray all my friends and i to pass excellently in all of our exams, and i pray next year i can also go back home celebrating raye pose lame-lame. Doa orang teraniaya senang makbul, plus today is friday. Allahumma amin.